Writing in public is hard for me. Especially since I have unreasonable standard about how good am I on it. Even the previous sentence took me a while to choose between using “how good am I” or “how good I am”. I definitely don’t want to be perceived as incompetent in conveying idea, but at what costs?
By not practicing, I lost the chance of trying out new things.
By not publishing, I lost the chance of getting feedback.
By hesitating, I lost the time that can be spent writing.
As there are no silver bullet, there are context to rules. For content on this part of my site, I think it’s fine to follow above rules because of the seriousness (or lack thereof) in this site. But if I want to publish in my blog, give talks, or create course I definitely need to be more careful and curate first before publishing.
So, I’ll just skip number 3 for now (it’s quite hard to write unexpectedly) and just publish this first instead :)